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That last post wasn't as dark as I thought it would be, but I feel a little better. My heart still feels so heavy and I still feel really...bummed. I want to cry but I just... I really hate crying.

Dress rehearsal went really well. Like, super well. So, my mood and attitude towards the show has lifted a LOT. We all kind of let go of our weird attitudes towards everything and enjoyed ourselves tonight.

The people there (friends and family come to the final dress rehearsal) laughed at my character. So I felt super validated.

Yay.