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I leave for Colorado in two days and that's the good news.

The bad news is that my left backside started hurting this morning and has not relented. The good news in that, is that the pain has not gotten worse. At least, the day of the kidney stone, I was worse within an hour. So I don't think it's a stone, but I am worried it's my kidney.

I managed to snag an appointment with my doctor at three, so here's to hoping it's nothing serious. Or something treatable. I was petrified it was a stone, but it hasn't gotten worse, so I'm optimistic about that.

Cross your fingers for me <3

In other news, I dreamt about Sterling (where I'm planning to go visit) last night. It was night, I was driving around, but all the places I wanted to go were blocked off. So I headed home (the house where I used to live) but it was blocked too.

I'm sure THAT means something, so I hope to remember to sit down and look at some dream dictionaries later this evening. I'm curious.

My friend Kerrie is really excited to see me, she's been texting me today telling me she has a BBQ planned at her place on Sunday, but I'm not sure if I'll arrive early enough to attend. It makes me feel good that she wants to see me.

I hope this trip is worth it. I hope I'm not disappointed. I hope I get what I need from it.